hi..im kelvin..this is the 1st time i blog..im in ns now..in a FEP programme..flying experience programme..i can go hm everydae..sounds great but its damn sian..high transport fee n daily consumption..everytime i hear my ocs or sispec fren tok ab their lives in camp i feel so empty becos thy r learnign a lot of new tinks everydae while im like wasting my time aae..the onli significant tink is abt thinking whether to apply for pilot n to sign on if everytinks ok..its quite frustrating..relating back to my army frends..whenever i tell em abt my FEP life thy would seem so amazed cos my life is really slack..while thy r chioning in the forest..i feel so bad..how i wish i can join them..jus cant forget all the shit in bmt wif all my buddies..buddy(fu qiang) derek guo zhen keith august..how r u all in there?im so sian..everydae go hm is gd but yet its sian cos im hte onli one outside..plus my dearest bro delrick is also in camp..hu to acc mi?having a gf now(jia qi),but she is so far awae too(jurong)..ahah..if i can make a choice i reall iwish to join u all in tekong n train..at least there's more purpose in life and there's more bond between frends..tml i will be gg to fetch rec to HQ to do cpss test..n in time to come it will be my turn to do the test too..if i pass,shld i proceed to interview?i dun noe..i reall idun noe..signing on is such a bore tink..i need freedom but everyone ard is pursuading mi to make a positive decision..its stressful..how i wish i no need to tink abt all these..i guess ts all for todae..hope u guys will come n take a look at my blog..hehe..n also dearest jia qi..do get well soon k..if not dear will be sad de..tatA..